I do not understand. I do not understand why this now. I have never left you. I stopped a while but, I mean, I gave some time to myself to try to resolve my things, make things better, but apparently I messed the whole thing, I blew it. I needed you and did not tell you. You make me so lacking (despite never being here), do not be fooled, I always think of you, and I will always be with you. If you let it.
